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December 17, 2011

Birthday, Life, & moving.

So the day after my birthday I find out that the people who hold the mortgage on our home (the owners) will be moving back in at the end of January, aparently the house they bought in Arizona is being forclosed on. I am being bought out of my lease.  So now we all have to find a spot to move to. I know that this is not the end of the world, and that there are starving children in Ethiopia, but it still sucks for me, here now. I just wish that it would be ok. But Like time says, we will be fine as long as we are with each other. I am going to go pick up Olive garden for dinner, and I will be back on to complain, wine and moan later.

December 11, 2011

Meh.

So it is 2 days before I turn 28. I am not sure why this has bothered me SO FUCKING MUCH! I want to scream. Its like I am Turning 50 in my head, and I have to go pick out gravestones. I am RELATIVELY young. I have my HEALTH, and I have.... a family that I am fairly certain will not try and kill me in my sleep. There are cons, of course.  Sex life has not improved, and we are slowly closing in on 5 years together. He spends more time talking with other guys that he does me. We have nothing in common, (I hate Britney Spears, and he could not name 5 politicians if you put a gun to his head!)
My friend is in Prison, until 2016. I think the last time I was on here I mentioned that she was facing 20 years. She got 5. It really does suck because she is a great person, and I can think of 1 other people who deserve to be in her place, but aren't. Tiffanie is upset that I cant come up and see her, and it bothers me that I have to plan my life around everyone else. The airline tickets are like 60 bucks. But if I disapear, the world will come crashing down.  School will be out this week for the winter (READ:Christmas) break. I am looking forward to attempting some relaxation. I think my life would be better if I did not have to worry about my job every fucking day. It is REDICULOUS that I am threatened with unemployment all the time. Seriously, I keep winning sales person of the month every month, and I still am not doing well enough for them. They should rename the award to "least shittiest amongst the group".
I do like some of the people I work with, Ozzie. He makes the days go by. His daughter is really cute. It is neat to see someone be able to light up with happiness when they talk about someone they love. I don't have that.